Hard to say by word. Everything is in bottom heart. Did he knows, girl is some kind of species which very sensitive and sometimes look very unique. I am not sure why these few days my mood very down and hard to adopt any rudeness from surrounding people.
Very unlucky these few days. Very shit! I also idiotically "paid" people RM90 to buy a very experience to learn what is the shit life. Cant blame anyone, just need to blame myself because too cuai.
I want you to understand and stand at my side when my life is stranded. Be a right person to find when I am in sadness. Be my good listener. Want you to lead me when I lost, give me a direction not a instruction. Have a patient to tell me when I am wrong. Teach me when my step was wrong. I just want to feel warm and relax when thinking of you. I want to see you in front of me with warm smile and give me a hand to pull me up when fall down. Heal my "wound". Want to see you are there for me.
But people wont always perfect. I have own weakness. I admit i frequently make you proud of having me. I am not always right and occasional help you solve your difficulties. But we always in argument.
I really did not understand why we always get ourselves in argument. It seem to be our routine. And i hate this very much. In certain case, you might think I am a crazy, stupid girl. Always make you "fan" but, did you try to understand a woman's soul? I tired, like you used too ~
